Your Worry Factor is 75%

The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy. Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives. Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go. If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!

Last year.2006. was a very troublesome year. i made alot of decisions that ended up being bad. i hurt a few very close friends  without meaning to and then ended up hurting myself  by losing those friendships.so ive suffered for my foolishness. unfortunately im not a time traveler so my mistakes are always going to be a part of my life.im sure ill make many more mistakes to add to those.but 2006 is over in fact we are already well into 2007.which brings me to this blog and why im writing it; i have to let go of my worries! i cant change whats happened and i cant change how people feel and i cant change the color of the sky either for that matter. ive apologized repeatedly to people that have turned a deaf ear to me. i dont really blame them,its their choice. but im tired of worrying and fretting over spilt milk. im done with it. for all my mistakes im still a person and things affect me also. no decision ive made was meant to hurt anyone! regardless people were hurt and i cant do anything about it.so thats that i guess...im human and i am not perfect. like me or not!! i have nothing to prove to you!

so here we are in 2007 and the world is spinning closer everyday to the time when we will elect a new president.its actually fairly exciting to me as the candidate field is full of new directions.on the GOP side there is a Mormon and on the Dems side we have a woman and an african-american.its defiantely a different cast of characters than we've seen before.now of course the issue is whether we as Americans will actually elect anything other than the norm.honestly im ready for a change.America is supposed to be the land of equality but yet we've never had a african-american or female president,whats up with that? personally im rooting for Hillary Clinton but thats just me. the other candidates have great things to offer as well but ive always been a fan of Hillary and i admire her strength and her determination.it doesnt hurt that shes extremely intelligent.of course there are alot of people who wont vote for her,for various reasons,but you never know, she may win the Democratic Primary and then we shall see what happens from there. one candidate on the GOP side puzzles me;Rudy Gulliani. for the life of me i cant understand why a party of supposed "FAMILY VALUES" would be rallying around a guy thats had 3 marriages,a very public affair with his secretary,is pro-choice and supports gay unions?(not that i have a problem with any of those things) i know they say he was a great leader after 9-11 but thats really questionable.i mean look at George Bush,they said he was a great leader during 9-11 and i think we all know that he is a terrible president,but i digress.so as we go forward into the election whirlwind i hope that we can all keep our heads together and maybe if the time is right and the candidate is worthy of our votes,we may also have a part in making history by electing the first female,the first african american or the first mormon to the office of president of the USA.  

so another bland Valentines day is almost over.i guess its partially my fault that it was so bland. i basically laid in bed all day and slept. LAZY...i shouldve asked someone to do something instead of being alone and bored. i did eventually go out for a brief walk. i ran into TiVo and that was pleasant enough. i ate icecream and listened to some girl profess her "love" to him HAHA i stopped by my night job which is at FYE. not too much going on there. And so here i am, dribbling this words out online in an attempt to keep myself busy.is it working? no, not really.im thinking that this Valentines Day was wasted.. last year i got a few cards and some candys from friends which was nice.this year i got a condom which ill never use. but it was funny to get it so it was worth a laugh. hopefully this blog wont put any of you to sleep, assuming of course that any of you even read it. :P maybe someone out there is having a nice V-Day. thats all......

 

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