Last year.2006. was a very troublesome year. i made alot of decisions that ended up being bad. i hurt a few very close friends  without meaning to and then ended up hurting myself  by losing those friendships.so ive suffered for my foolishness. unfortunately im not a time traveler so my mistakes are always going to be a part of my life.im sure ill make many more mistakes to add to those.but 2006 is over in fact we are already well into 2007.which brings me to this blog and why im writing it; i have to let go of my worries! i cant change whats happened and i cant change how people feel and i cant change the color of the sky either for that matter. ive apologized repeatedly to people that have turned a deaf ear to me. i dont really blame them,its their choice. but im tired of worrying and fretting over spilt milk. im done with it. for all my mistakes im still a person and things affect me also. no decision ive made was meant to hurt anyone! regardless people were hurt and i cant do anything about it.so thats that i guess...im human and i am not perfect. like me or not!! i have nothing to prove to you!